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Friday, September 28, 2007
uncle is hospitalized :: 12:45 PM ...yummy~  so happie~  this is nice~  =-Hoshi-=  We went to eat my fav HOSHI @ IMM and headed to chevron.Wanted to go singing with Bi but it wasn’t open.=( With no choice,we went to play arcade n bowling.haha.omg.it was so fun can.We even played the DDR since there weren’t anyone.=p We luff like mad,was really enjoyable.    We went to visit Bi’s Dad at e hospital at abt 5pm.He was hospitalized since Monday till now.*god,please bless uncle and hopefully he will recover soon. He’ve been drinking almost everyday which he knows it was bad for health. But once a habit,it’s not easy to quit.Just like smoking. We’ve been visiting him everyday after work.He looks perfectly alright,just feeling abit pain on his back n chest.Really hope he will cut down on smoking n drinking when he’s back. My manager is back from Aussie.I’m back to my busy days again.Supposed to go for the company chalet today,but gonna visit uncle so wont be going le.It’s sad to see uncle in pain n couldn’t get to sleep for so many days…But I believe he will get well soon=) |
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Monday, September 24, 2007
not as what i've expected WEEKEND :: 9:24 AM Woke up early on Saturday morning.Went market with Bi’s mum.After that,we went upper serangoon with Bi’s brothers n in-laws for badminton game.Wanted to play so much,yet I couldn’t force myself to play as I wasn’t feeling well.Bi was enjoying himself so much and was so focus during e game.lol. My Mr Man before his badminton match.~  Lonely me supporting Bi quietly  Joyce Vs Esther-Table Tennis  Goe & Joyce VS Hao & Esther  Hao & Esther VS Bi  Goe & Bi VS Hao & Esther  At abt 8 plus, we went over to Ken’s place for gathering as well as mahj, gaming & steamboat.Did not really enjoy myself as I was having stomach cramp.shit.Supposed to be enjoying myself during the weekend…=( Happy to see shuyun,steph,Sharon n e rest but unfortunately we had no chance to take pics.Everyone was too busy eating n enjoying the Nintendo wii that ken newly bought.It was really fun n I tot of buying for Bi. Although I won abit during e mahj session,it was like a torture to me.~My whole body was burning and the cramps was killin me.Reach hm at about 5am.I can even feel my room spinning.Bi massage on my head and I dozed off within 5 mins.haha.*thank you baby!* Steamboat at Ken's place  Wanted to cook on Sunday.But since mum,er ge & petrina wasn’t at home and SINCE I was super tired,I called dad to da bao for da ge instead of cooking for them. We woke up at 1pm.Bought some food from the malay food fair just next to my blk.The food was terrible n expensive…*regret*After that,we went to fetch Bi’s mum to bukit batok for lunch.Den headed to Kaili’s bf place for mahj.I dont mind losing money,most imptly is happy n enjoyable.BUT….hmm…Alright,let’s not talk abt that again.*arghhh* We ended e mahj session at abt 8 plus.Den Bi drove me to CHong Pang eat.The food there were quite gd…=) most of the stalls were closed  where is my food???  end up eating western  yummy yummy~  This weekend wasn’t so fulfilling for me.Not as what I’ve expected it to be.But one thing that wont change is e feeling of being with you,baby…Every Min Every Sec,I just love ur presence. |
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Friday, September 21, 2007
It's Friday!!!~ :: 11:26 AM Yippee!It’s Friday again.Weekends are packed with programmes.=) Yesterday,Bi went to fetch mum from Jurong Point as she wasn’t feeling well.Poor mummy has been falling sick for quite some time.But I dun understand why she still have the energy to shout n nag at us.mauhaha Anyway,I really hope mum will recover soon.=) We reached home,had our dinner and went all the way from Jurong to Aljunied to get our Mooncake. Heard that Garden Pastry is quite popular,so we went there to try.Mummy say we r silly,but I think it’s worth it.Almost all were sold out,but luckily the aunty there was very nice.She gave us one of the reserved snow skin mooncake and we actually saved more than 20 bucks compared to last year.We mix n match.Some durian,some snow skin n some traditional.The box is also very nice. I’m so glad Bi got to know so many nice pple in his company.As for myself,e pple here r very friendly n nice too.But as usual,I’m e youngest here.lol No same generation colleagues…=( oh ya, there will be a company chalet next Friday.Dunno if it will be fun…=p Cant bring family,friends or bf along…only COMPANY staffs. But still,I hope I will enjoy myself…hee After work will be going home to make fruit jelly for er ge as tmr is his fren’s bday.Hope they like it…=) |
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
mOonCake :: 9:48 AM Another year has passed.Time to buy Mooncake for Bi & my family.Anyone know what brand of Mooncake is nice?Las yr I bought from Shangrila,but it wasn’t worth e price. It wasn’t that fantastic.hmm…Anyone who know,kindly msg me ya!~THANKS Too bored at work...lalala~ .JPG)  |
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Monday, September 17, 2007
rainy weekend :: 9:50 AM .JPG) .JPG) .JPG) .JPG) .JPG)   Fangyi & Wanting trying out clothes~ .JPG) I looked so funny.Just trying out clothes at Wen's place.  Finally I got to meet up with Fangyi, Wenwen & Wanting.We went to Wen’s rented Condo at Bukit Panjang for some small gathering & at the same time home-shopping.haha Wen is selling new clothes from Taiwan, Korea & Japan.After flipping thru for more than an hour,I’ve decided to buy a dress.haha Fangyi bought 2 tops(if I’m not wrong) & Wanting bought 2 tops too.Oh ya, my precious gal is getting thinner n thinner.I cant say it’s slim coz all of us were in a shock to see her with jus 38 kg!!!Seems like she’s having a stress n tough life.I hope god will bless her n that she will her lead a wonderful life… We had our usual mahjong session too.It supposed to be fun, but we realised all the flowers n animals were missing!omg. How to play?But since we got nothing to do,we decided to play without the 12 cards. To me, e mahj session was not fun at all but I still enjoyed the day with them.hee. The game ended at abt 2am. Poor Bi had to force himself up from his sleep n walked all the way from his place to fetch me home.We strolled to his place which took abt 15 mins. My attitude was terrible these few days. PMS I guessed.=)I need to thank Bi for being such a understanding n forgiving bf. Played mahjong with Serene n Melvin on Sat night.Wanted to go out for supper but the game ended at abt 6 am.omg.I was super tired by den.Think I dozed off less than 5 mins…keke~ Initially,we planned to go Sentosa on Sunday.But it was raining again,so in e end,we stayed at Grandma’s place for lunch b4 headed down to Kranji to fetch Bi’s mum home from KL.We also went to e WEIRD tree just next to my blk.The one that looks like a monkey & tiger.Out of my expectation,it was soooo crowded.Some even pray there,some took 4D no.& some were taking photos.If you dunno wad I’m taking abt, read the newpaper these few days. Too crowded,couldnt manage to take a proper n clearer pic.This is the one which looked like a monkey...=) .JPG) |
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Thursday, September 13, 2007
down side... :: 11:04 AM Sometimes I really don’t know what I want in life. I’m grateful to have Bi by my side, my family who never fails to understand & care abt me,his family who r always so supportive to me & friends who never fail to cheer me up.(thou I think I’ve neglect them a little.)At times, I felt so upset I didn’t find time for my friends. I did not even turn up to support my closest & longest fren in Star Search. I would even feel so upset that I always blame myself & often feel so useless n helpless. People may think I’m crazy, to them, it may be nothing . But to me, it affects me a lot. I always feel that I’m having depression. But I just dun wan to face the fact. At times, I could feel the emptiness inside me. Perhaps in my life,I’ve never really achieve anything, neither did I success in anything. I just don’t understand why I have to face ‘’failure’’ so many times in my life that leads me give up very easily. I always show my strongest side to everyone but this time I feel so tired, really tired…I can hardly take anymore stress. Anymore failures is going to make me feel very very down. I'm eating lesser and lesser. From a plate of rice to a half.I couldn't even bring myself to swallow one bite. I'm turning anorexic. And not like I can help it. Even Bi felt so helpless. Sometimes I wish I have the power to turn back time. There are many things that I wish I did not do yet I don't know if I hadn't done what I did, will I be a happier person? I always feel if I have the chance to live my life again, I will be a much better and happier person.I often feel like dying & I tot it could help me very much. But after much scoldings from Bi,I know it couldn’t help at all & I’m too selfish to have had this mentality. I missed my friends. Esp the one whom I used to be very very close with.The feeling of betrayal and disappointment is so firmly rooted that a strong wave of unhappiness sweep through me whenever I recall that incident. I could recall the day I cried so hard that I knew I’ve lost a friend…OPY.Think she wont ever know how hurt I was e day she did those things to me.Anyway,I can only say we r not fated to be friends.=( Well, I’m glad Iren have got into Semi-Finals. Due to my heavy work load,I did not turn up at mediacorp to support her. But I did rush home to watch. I believe she can make it to the Finals.Jia you!~ |
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007
on leave :: 12:35 PM lst Anniversary  My Relatives    breakfast on cruise  breakfast on cruise  candid shot while having mY breakfast   forced to take photo..haha  Was on leave for the past few days. Finally back to work today. There are so much work to do, my desk full of notes and orders. Think gonna do OT again.=( I promised Iren that I will go down to support her.Hopefully I can make it. Oh ya, I failed my Advanced Theory Test AGAIN. Was really unlucky that day. Forgt to bring Ic just 5 mins before the test starts.Damn. Called Dad for rescue.Was late for the test,and I failed again!Disappoint Dad as he rushed all the way to BBDC just to bring the Ic to me & waited for me there and yet I failed again.sigh.Anyway,I dun intend to book again as I plan to study by end of the year.Wont have enuff time for that.So dun wanna waste time n money at the moment.Bi said he will be my chauffeur so asked me not to feel upset. Think he’s just consoling me.=( Anyway,Mum said if this time I failed again means it’s fated.God’s plan,perhaps have to wait another 1 yr?haha Had enjoyable time during my 3 days leave.Supposed to have chalet with Bi at Sentosa to celebrate our lst Anniversay,but mummy claimed that the cruise on 7th Sept would be fun,so we cancelled our chalet & went with her.Hopefully one day can bring May n Terry along?hehe.Uncle participated in the singing competition and got into the 2nd round.A few superstar together with Li Fei Hui were there to perform.Wanted to watch the performance but was stucked in e casino again.hahA jk la.Bi said he was abit tired and dun feel like watching. yup. Bi surprised me with a clip done by himself.Was really very touched…*thank you so much baby for all the effort!~ I bought a tv set for Bi, he was so excited that he looked at it e whole day.haha Yesterday we spent our day playing puzzle bubble. The game was so fun can.Suddenly feel as if I’m still in my childhood days. Cooked lunch for Bi in the evening and went back to my place after that.Supposed to go for a jog n badminton but was raining the whole day.SIGH. |
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Monday, September 3, 2007
End of August :: 4:26 PM ~FRIDAY~ Well,I had a pleasant weekend. Supposed to go town buy our lst anniversary present but in e end went Kaili darl’s place for mahjong.Only 2 rounds n my precious boy was feeling tired.So we went home n slept early.*so sorry Kaili for leaving early,6 rounds next time?mauhahah~ ~SATURDAY~ Woke up late on Saturday.Had our breakfast & we did house work chores together.Poor aunty had to stay at home alone as Bi & I went back to my place n did hse work with mum after tat*Poor us still had to work during weekend.=p Uncle strike 4D,so treated us dinner .After that,Bi & I went to fetch aunty out for dinner as Goe & Joyce went bbq gathering with frenz. I ordered a plate of fried oyster,fried prawn mee & fruits.Cant believe in just less than 1 hour,I could still eat so much!(No wonder Bi always complain I getting fatter.) After e dinner,we went to fetch Goe & Joyce home… ~SUNDAY~ Ytd,we went Grandma’s place for lunch cum dinner as she cooked a lot of food for prayer.Thou we couldn’t make it to Gabriel’s place for mahj,I managed to play at grandma’s hse!haha By e time kl & gab could make it,it was already 7plus,so we decided to stay at Grandma’s place instead,since it was ranining & we couldnt even go Queensway to buy Badminton racket. That was my lst time playing mahj with my aunties & Grandma.Was really excited n nervous cos it concerns $$!The amt was so many times more than I played with my frens.Out of expectation, my luck was pretty gd n i won a few hundred dollars.yeah!Of coz I wasn’t e only one who helped winning $$,er ge & mum played too.So to be exact,I only won $80.haha.It still better than nth hur…by the way,pls dun misunderstood me,I’m not a “du gui”,I just play for leisure.=)But I just love to play mahj…oops=x Will have my Advance Theory Test this coming Friday.Hopefully this time can pass.=)After e test,i'll be going cruise with Bi,Mum,aunties,lil cousins & Grandma.Looking forward to e trip...=) |
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