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Friday, February 29, 2008
troubled :: 12:03 PM I'm looking forward to the China trip with mum,5th aunt,lil cousin,baby & his mum.We will be going on 8th of March to 16th of March. I will missed a few lessons in sch,wonder how i can cope.sigh. I've been very busy these few days.The stress is killin me.Er ge requested to send his blazer,shoes,belt,tie & shirt over to Aussie.Now i have to go over to bi's place to get his tie,coz kor say it's too ex over there.haha.Ma fan leh..but nvm,i will do whatever i can for him. Ytd we chatted with him n web cam as well.YOu dunno how happy my dad & mum were.haha...they were super happy to see him.Dad say he slim down le,but i dun think so lar,cos he showed us his fats on his stomach,still e same leh...still as cute.haha. Have been really troubled with many things.One of them is my job.Boss drove me to Panjang for a drink ytd.He told me alot of things abt e company n the plan he have for me. He asked if i want to be a Sales Engineer which needs me to travel quite frequently.And the pay is about 50% more than my current salary too.It's somehow a promotion.I shld be happy but i dunno why i'm feeling so troubled. As a only daughter n also e youngest child,it's not easy for my family to agree with that.haiz.I wonder if i should tk up this challenge. Boss was afraid that this might affect my relationship with bi,so he wants me to discuss it with him.At lst i tot he wont agree,but i guessed he knows this is a good opportunity for me,so he actually agreed with that.=)Thanks baby.Really glad u are so supportive n understanding. The toughest thing is that i have to go overseas alone n slp in the hotel alone!With my timid personality,i dont think i can overcome the fear.Mummy say during this China trip,she wants me to slp alone for a night to test my guts.haha.Bi is not allowed to accompany me for a night..sob.Shld just go for it and prove them wrong??? =( Dad doesnt know abt this yet,will let him know when i'm back in China. I've not been attending class for a week.Feeling kinda scared now.Stats is really tough for me.It's something like maths,and i've never passed my maths b4.Exam's coming mid of next month.When i'm back from China on 16th March, i might need to work in Shanghai for 2 weeks.That means i will miss 3 weeks of the lessons.omg.How can i cope with work n studies at e same time???Really feel so helpless n frustrated.I dont wish to give up either one,but somehow i really dunno how to manage... |
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